If life was like a romantic comedy...

Don't you just wish sometimes that your life was like a romantic comedy? Maybe something with Ashton Kutcher like in no strings attached or Hugh grant in Notting Hill..?

I feel like I have watched every single romantic comedy movie ever made since I was 10. And wishing that my life would be like the female leads in these movies, where I'll find a guy, and we might have some bumps along the road but at the end of it, we're together and happy and have some kind of real future together.

But I realized in life, nothing ever really happens how you imagined it would when you're a teenager, you don't always end up with the cute, kind of dorky guy that you have that connection with and sometimes your male lead ends up being more like Hugh Grant in Bridget Jone's Diary than Notting Hill.

The douchebag that you might have a laugh with, some good sex but at the end of it all, he's still a womanizing, cheating, lying bastard that will never settle down and ends up just wasting your time, time that you could've spent working on yourself, and finding a decent guy that will actually settle down and have something more real than just a friends with benefits type of relationship. 

And the dating culture nowadays completely ruins it for anyone that does eventually want to find someone to have a real serious relationship with. Yeh at the beginning when you're "seeing each other" but nothing's official, it's all just fun, with the late night messages, bootycalls and no strings attached sex.

The double standard still exists aswell with this new hookup culture, because I've found that guys will try EVERYTHING under the sun to sleep with a girl when they first start dating, but once they do, then that same girl isn't "relationship material". This frustrates me to no end. If you want someone that won't sleep with u on the first few dates, why try so hard to convince them otherwise?

Anyways, I'm just rambling on now because I'm so sick of this new hookup culture and the double standards, and the labels that girls end up getting, just because we're single too, and maybe we want to have fun and be sexual beings too, that shouldn't automatically categorize us as being sluts and not worthy of being "relationship material". 

Who else agrees with me?  

blast from the past, 1 year ago today!

My timehop app showed this video of me dancing to Gas Pedal by Sage the Gemini a year ago.
This was after coming back from seeing the Vivid light show at the city with my sister and ex-boyfriend. And granted I had had a couple of drinks... mostly shots that night haha!

Enjoy! It sure brought a smile to my face, thinking back to that day, which was such a fun day with good memories.

I'm BACKKK!!! =D - an update post.

I was spending a lazy Sunday afternoon at home watching Youtube videos, and going through all my social media when I came across my Blog, that I abandoned for two years.. And looking back on my last post on here, I can honestly say that so much has changed in my life since that time..

My last post was about my moving out with my sister and cousin, going to miss my (then) boyfriend, and friends at the Eastern Suburbs and how excited and nervous I was about all these changes..

Wow, it's kind of crazy to look back at that time of my life and realise how much can change in just two years. To update you on what has happened...
My relationship with my (then) boyfriend has ended, due to us growing apart and just becoming different people and the feelings just not being there anymore.
I've moved to a new place with just my sister, to the most Korean suburb of Sydney... and am actually very happy here. I love the convenience (being so close to the station) and having so many Korean groceries, BBQ places and even a massage place right under our apartment block!
I've gotten a new job, as an administrative assistant, and the whole adulthood life of working Mon-Fri 9-5 has sunk in now.
And I'm back to my natural black hair. haha after fucking my hair up so much with all different colours, having to do the short bob for a year (actually pulled it off quite well haha), back to my natural look.. And I fit in so well into my new suburb haha.

I've also been thinking about starting up my Youtube channel again, I ended up deleting the few videos that I put up in 2011-2013, as the quality of those videos were horrible haha. But I want to put out brand new content that's actually good and that I can be happy with :)

I'm thinking some get ready with me videos, hauls, reviews and tag videos.. and maybe some life experience/advice videos. So keep an eye out for those, and subscribe to my channel! :) :)

Moving houses!!

I've been sooo busy this past month and a bit, after finally getting approved for a place, my cousin, my sister and I have been busy packing like crazyy to move out together! :)

So tonight was my last night packing, my room is packed away in a gazillion boxes and bags.. All ready for tomorrow afternoon!

It's the start of a new chapter in my life, being more independent, starting my "adulthood" hahaha.

It's going to suck moving out of the eastern suburbs but, it's where I was born and raised most my life, and I love eastern suburbs of Sydney. Even though it has a stigma for being full of stuck up people, it's better than the northern beaches, and idk I love Bondi, coogee, bronte... Wah! :( 

I'm also going to miss living 10 minutes away from my best friend/ boyfriend/ lover/ most amazing guy in the world... :(

But to stay on the positive side, I will be looking for a full time job out west, so the travel won't be too bad, and seeing as I've deferred uni till the end of the year, I figured I can work my butt off and save $$$$$ so I can buy a car and learn to drive, hehe this being more independent! :)

It's a very exciting but nervous time in my life right now.. Hope nothing horrible happens with this big change... *fingers crossed* 

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Moving on from the past to better things..

Because he has been a major part of your life, ofcourse you'll miss him; it's perfectly normal.
It's like getting a tooth pulled out; after the dentist pulls it out you're relieved. But how many times does your tongue run itself over the spot where the tooth once was? Probably a hundred times a day.
Just because it was hurting you does not mean you don't notice it. It leaves a gap, & sometimes you see yourself missing it terribly. It's going to take awhile, but it takes time.
Should you have kept the tooth? No, 
because it was causing you pain. Pulling the tooth was the right decision.
but it's going to hurt...........

I love Asian babies.. ♥

It might have something to do with me being Asian, so I could be a bit biased when I say that I think Asian babies are the cutest. ever!
And there's one in particular that I have a bit of a baby crush on! haha I mean like when I have kids, I want mine to look like him. And that baby is Mason Moon Moorhouse.

I first saw him in his debut movie "Baby and I", a Korean film with Jang Geun-seok, and I absolutely fell in love! He is the ultimate most adorable baby, and honestly.. no other baby/kid could compare to him.

That is, except for his younger brothers who are also just as gorgeous! Mason, Mavin, and Maden are the three cutest babies ever!

I think I want to marry a Canandian guy, so I can have babies that look like that. hehe